i refuse to live beneath the surface of ur eyes, where u hold no reasons to love and forgive beyond urself... ur words ur actions, turned the corners of this careless mind, i see that i am everything u ever wanted and nothing u could accept... that i am nothing u ever wanted and still couldn't let go of.... todays a good day to repaint the walls of my memory in black, hang my pride in the same place u tried hangin my balls.... lay this room in the ground of my soul and pray that in u, a rose emerges where all the black consumes u now..........
Should have known
I'd be standing alone
Where the helld u go...
Even long before now
I began searching for u
Same person I once knew
I waited... hoped, got used to
Ur cold shoulders, thinkin this aint love
but i loved, i tried.... I fought fuckin fears for u...
Only to discover I wasn't enough
And as my vision clears I'm seein that
Maybe I was nothing at all....
Not going to cry, even here
I have my pride, I got myself...
Life doesn't say much about
Losing hands although... funny how u left me holding
This empty nothing.... broken promises aint nothing new
Just remember i loved... tried.... broke my fucking heart for u
have a great life and i wish u nothing but the best. get right.